Thursday, July 12, 2007

June 1, 2007 Journal Excerpt-WAITING IN FEAR

I'm finding that now, as I wait for the pathology report, I imagine that every small cramp, muscle spasm or unexplained discomfort may be due to cancer eating away my insides. It's kind of amazing, I never realized before, how much pain and discomfort I ignore, but now I'm noticing every unreleased fart and muscle tic.

I'm struggling to stay present in the here and now.

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